Chaos

I'm now in a status of chaos.
Not for jobs or future.
It's something ... I never being at before.

I really hope that I can handle it well,
but it's still just like no use.

Suddenly, I'm in the lost.

Is this a necessary process
if one person want having a hole life?

I'm really hope someone can tell me...
But I'm also in the scary to talk about the truth....

Sigh...
How should I do?

It's really no idea for me and This Chaos.
Just like the mixing mayonnaise, you can't never separated them.