Not only...but also

I'm anxiety.....and exhausting in everything that I cared.
Life in mad...All becomes not reality.
Confusing, It's a best definition to all about of my life.

I don't know how to description
because it's like a huge maze that i couldn't find a way out.

I'm trapped.

By a web, by a hand that i can't see.

Someone says that one man should be lived colorful.

But I says, if one man has too more of choices
and couldn't do a decision will be tragedy all about it.

Well, maybe some visitor will think I'm too pessimistic
but I'm really tired of all....in a mad world.

Nothing always be right and nothing is always be true.
And it's same as the social, ideals, nation and whatever...